Still a little sharp. In some places it works, in some it doesn't and I messed up the balance on that.
You're expected to act normal, day by day, ignore it, push it down, forget about it. You're even good at it, you get mad, but you never hurt anyone, or anything. You're not suicidal, homicidal, or insane. You deal with people's shit with a calm, collected exterior.
But on the inside, the beast is roaring. Just looking for an outlet.